Betrayal

 What's a betrayal?


Chatting online with naked beautiful girls, while fapping and trying to give them pleasure, is this a betrayal?

Refusing to listen to a partner's hope, projects and fears, is this a betrayal?

Passing time online on porn or hard shifts and masturbating alone, is this a betrayal?

Deny sex to your partner, is this a betrayal?


If I made love with you and were thinking about another woman, would this be a betrayal?

If I made love with another woman (it's happened, you know... wonderful body, slim figure, small firm tits, hard nipples; and ill mind, troubled in reaching her orgasm, she too) and felt guilty, thought about you, is this a betrayal?


If I'm hoping someone takes my cock in her hand or mouth and drain my seed up, is this a betrayal?

If I look over escorts in my area and then do nothing, resisting my temptation, is this a betrayal or a respectable act?


If after all these years, someday, we start again loving each other with our bodies too, will I appreciate it, or will I discover I've get accostumed to online sex? 


When I chat with some online girl, and I drool over their wet pussies, but I also listen to their hopes, fears, I feel charmed by them and I like or even love them... yet I exclude from my chatting every woman living in my country, so that neither the idea of meeting could reach me, is this a betrayal?


Am I more betraying, or being betrayed?

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