Hollow widow

 How to manage a high sex drive near to a sexless woman? Answer as if I were your friend, and you should be asked about it: 1) No way! You must be faithful and caste! Since she doesn't want, you don't do anything! 2) Nothing which you share with others. Do you want to masturbate? Ok, closed in your bathroom, alone, without your cell-phone. 3) Your life, your desires, your management. Just, I don't want to know anything about it. 4) There's a world in the net. Live in that world! But, nothing real! 5) You've got wishes and desires, you won't live forever, live through! You'll find a complacent woman? Fuck her. You won't? pay a whore, do what you want. 6) Leave her, and live your life thoroughly. And... what would you answer if I wasn't a friend of yours, but your husband?

 What's a betrayal? Chatting online with naked beautiful girls, while fapping and trying to give them pleasure, is this a betrayal? Refusing to listen to a partner's hope, projects and fears, is this a betrayal? Passing time online on porn or hard shifts and masturbating alone, is this a betrayal? Deny sex to your partner, is this a betrayal? If I made love with you and were thinking about another woman, would this be a betrayal? If I made love with another woman (it's happened, you know... wonderful body, slim figure, small firm tits, hard nipples; and ill mind, troubled in reaching her orgasm, she too) and felt guilty, thought about you, is this a betrayal? If I'm hoping someone takes my cock in her hand or mouth and drain my seed up, is this a betrayal? If I look over escorts in my area and then do nothing, resisting my temptation, is this a betrayal or a respectable act? If after all these years, someday, we start again loving each other with our bodies too, will I ...

 is it possible sharing my mail? Who knows? but I hope someone will reach me, who knows?  for example you, mi querida... hollowwidow@proton.me